Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Roux Delarosa (Counselor) in Open..In his quarters

Posted by Ensign Myrok (Scientist) in Open..In his quarters

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Roux Delarosa (Counselor) in Open..In his quarters
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Delarosa was a trained psychiatrist, and she knew most people didn’t just rise up from an episode like that, unharmed or perfectly all right. Although, she had seen it within cases of Narcolepsy, and even sometimes in patients who fainted because of something simple, like low blood pressure. However, these didn’t quite strike her, when she glanced at Myrok. Rising to her feet, the albino woman brushed a strand of nearly pigmentless hair from her face. “Then what happened, Ensign?” Her voice was calm, welcoming, but still concerned.

Delarosa
CNS

Myrok looked seriously at the counselor contemplating his response to her, wondering if he should tell her the truth about what was plaguing him. He moved closer to her and looked at her with A quiet type of urgentness ” Counselor there are things I feel I must confide in you but it must stay between just you and I, understood? ” He waited for her response all the while trying to read her reaction.

Ensign Myrok Scientist

“Myrok, I am a counselor, sworn to the confidentiality of my patients. Unless you have any intentions of harming yourself or others, everything you say will remain private,” Roux spoke in a tone of consideration, forcing the concern from her voice, as not to worry the man. While those words may have been rehearsed by most counselors, while studying at their respective institutes, she seemed to speak them with greater care, if you would. “What is wrong, Myrok?”

Delarosa
CNS

Myrok looked away for a moment seemingly pondering his next response, but he was thinking of her. He turned his gaze back to the counselor his face showed the raw emotion of disparity. ” I ......have a twin sister counselor. She is not welcome in our family or to our people. I myself have always kept in secret contact with her. Her name is …Jennifer she changed her Vulcan name some time ago, she is in relative solitude,except from me, she trusts me and relies on me to keep her secret. I must say it is now more difficult than ever to do so.” He turned away one lone tear ran down his face,it seemed all was broken and the secret was out,at least its what he felt.

Ensign Myrok Scientist

“What is troubling you about her, Myrok?” Her voice remained soothing, calm, in effort to try and console him. Watching as he turned away, suspecting he was holding back tears at the unimaginable stress he must be under, she frowned. “Myrok, it is all right to be upset. You do not need to hide it from me nor from yourself. You can only heal yourself if you embrace the issue,” Her voice did not raise nor fall, maintaining an even calm.

Delarosa
CNS

Turning back towards the counselor lone tear stain on his cheek he had committed his secret and decided to move forward ” You see counselor my sister does not follow Vulcan ways, she feels,she has ....emotions,her being my twin I feel her and feel them too,anger,sorrow,sadness, frustration all at times that I can not show those feelings. She was discarded from my family at a very young age and my parents tried to raise me as A lone child,but I found out only 4 years ago she was alive and my twin. I have discontinued with Vulcan teachings and laws , leaving me as an outcast,something that know one knows about,except you now.” Myrok looked at the counselor with an expression he would show only to her at the time being.....relief.

Ensign Myrok Scientists

“Why don’t you have a seat, Myrok?” Delarosa tried to process everything he was telling her. Contemplating for a second, her warm smile did not leave her features. She wanted to help him, but she couldn’t do much if she had to dance around him being distraught and mobile. “Can I get you some water or something?”

The relief in his expression was enough to widen her smile, her gaze softening from concern to consideration. “You are not an outcast, Myrok. In fact, I do recall reading of a group of Vulcans who still followed logic but possessed the same emotional capabilities of their ancestors,” She hummed. “You are twins, your connection a spark that nobody can detain. It is natural to feel this way about someone you never quite realized you lost, until finding them again. These feelings, they don’t make you an outcast. Even Vulcans, with their stoic exteriors, still feel. They simply shield it, hide it away. You don’t have to, Myrok and it makes you no worse a man if you don’t.”

Delarosa
CNS

A guttural growl came from his throat he immediately turned away from her and crouching put his hands on his temples ” But but I do not want them or desire to feeeeel! There is more to all of this ,I am accepting the raw fact this ship is my home, my family now. …but its all so....difficult! ” He stood back up and tried to compose himself.

Ensign Myrok Scientist

“Then try to take it one step at a time,” Roux rose with him, holding a hand out, as if ready to catch him or try an stabilize him. “Try an visualize a place where you feel safe, where you feel happy. Think of that place, and let everything else dissipate.. can you do that, Myrok?” She asked, her voice loud enough to be heard but not a yell. She was trying to calm him down, before things got out of hand.

Delarosa
CNS

Myrok exhausted but not deterred actually sat on the corner of his bed looked at the counselor and relaxed a bit ” To be honest I believe I may be overreacting I mean I know my place,I know my job and I do care for my sister. I am trying unbelievably too hard in this matter and I am allowing it to effect all areas of my being. The issues regarding T’vor eh Jennifer are complicated but now that you are aware of the situation I feel I may be able to share more with you and you can assist me.
Myrok stood slowly and taking a more serious attitude remarked ” Do you think I should share my situation with someone else?”

Ensign Myrok Scientist

“As a counselor, I am here for whatever you might need. Whether that means just talking to me, or finding ways to cope with everything going on. If you believe– if you want my help, I am here for you, and my door is always open.” Delarosa smiled, glancing over at him. “You must find that answer yourself. By telling someone.. what do you get from it? How can that person help you? Will it cause more pain to talk about it? Or will it make it easier for you? If you can answer those, you have your answer.”

Delarosa
CNS

Myrok never noticed before now but he realized how small in stature she was and her whitish pigmentation, this did not alarm him but made him understand that she did not care about appearance or species, he became a little more at ease ” Counselor would you like some tea, I can replicate a .....mean one.” He smiled and knew it was going to be ok and not only did he just make a friend ....he had an ally in the situation with his sister. Myrok knew that the Lt.waz to be trusted.

Ensign Myrok Scientist