Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Dinui xi’Indrai (Chief Counseling Officer) in Trax’s Quarters - Love lost - Seeking Advice of others Attention Counselor

Posted by Ensign Trax Elbrun Suder (Medical Officer) in Trax’s Quarters - Love lost - Seeking Advice of others Attention Counselor

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Dinui xi’Indrai (Chief Counseling Officer) in Trax’s Quarters - Love lost - Seeking Advice of others Attention Counselor
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Trax sent a brief message from his padd to the couselor ssince he heard rumors she was free from what she was doing. To see if she was free to meet up to talk to her. He havn’t recalled if he met this counselor or not. as his mind was still processing all of the data from the others he was lucky to talk to. As he closed on his cabin door as it opened for him to enter as he moved to the replicator to get a Large pitcher of iced tea and two glasses just in case the counselor might like a glass as well. As he grabbed the tray with the pitcher and glasses and brought it to the coffee table as he placed the tray down and he pulled out his tricorder from his pocket along with the padd from his smock as he pulled it off and layed it on the arm of the couch as he took a seat in his comfy recliner chair ” Computer soft light music in background.” Trax said calmly as he settled into his favorte recliner chair and poured himself a glass of iced tea as he added a wedge of lemon as he sat back and took a long sip of the tea. “MMM” escaped his lips. As the drink made its way down his throat. As he sat the glass on the table next to the chair and cclosed his eyes a moment as he let his mental barriers down to relax throughly. As he got lost in the mellow music of old earth origions something called classical country music. Curerntly a singer named crystal gayle singing softly in the background. Crystal Gayle: Ready for the Times to Get Better. Trax got lost in the music and the lyrics. As his mind thought of Raxx his current imzadi.

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Denooy finished writing her notes on a file and got a notification that Doctor sudar wanted to talk. She checked if she had any upcoming appointments and after confirming that she had the time to speak with him, she sent a message back to sudar that she would be happy to talk with him. The last time she remembered speaking with him had been during a meeting with Sahara and others.

She settled her files and signed off her console. Denooy walked out of the office and made her way to the corridor and the nearest lift. After calling out the deck section closest to Doctor sudar location.

Denooy rang the chime and waited for a response.

Denooy zee In Dra, Chief Counselor

Trax opened his eyes calmly as he spoke calmly and quickly. “Come in Please!” Trax said calmly to the door. as he stood up from his chair as he waited for the doors to open A moment later. Hello Counselor Please come in.” Trax said politely to her as he could as the music continued in the background of the main area of his quarters. Please have a seat counselor would you care for some Iced sweet tea or would you like something else?” tax said kindly to her as he waited for her to come in and get comfortable.

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Denooy smiled, “Ice tea would be fine thank you,” she said as she got settled in the offered chair, “What can I help you with Doctor Sudar?” she added as she regarded him wondering the reason behind his summons. Not that she minded in the least, helping the crew was her favorite parts of her job.

Denooy zee In Dra, Chief Counselor

Trax poured out a glass of tea for the counselor. As he sighed hard almost wanting to forget the whole thing. “Well, there has been a lot going on with me along with the banishment or exile from Betazed. ” Trax said with a mute face. He sighed again my mother made a mess of things for me and I know in part it’s my fault too.” Trax said trying not to let his emotions to take over. I have thought a lot of drastic changes to my life from leaving Starfleet. giving in on my life and return to Betazed and become a doner....” Trax said as he started to stammer. “And lose everything I care for or love.” She could feel strong emotions from him. It was literally tearing him apart inside.

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Denooy nodded her head, “I would say if you love something that you feel it worth the fight then fight for it. If it is here or whereever else. Sometimes family is not your blood that matters but the family you build from your friends and others you are close too. It might be not traditional or proper but sometimes it is better to do what makes you happy.” she said the paused to add, “If you know that by going back you would be unhappy then don’t do it. We have one life it is better to live it happy or trying to find happiness than to be stuck unhappy to make others happy. A bit selfish to say but true none the less.” Denooy said looking at him.

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Denooy Ze In Dra, Chief Counselor

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Trax was still feeling more lost by this. “Counselor I thank you for your thoughts and help its much appreciated.” Trax said calmly to her. “As he tried to let all of her words sink in. “This situation is becoming too disheartening.” Trax said with his mind and heart started to break more. Trax started to feel like he was getting a headache or migraine which I know it is rare for humanoids. trax thought to himself as he waited for the counselor to respond.

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“It is a difficult situation but, you need to do what you feel is the very best for you and your happiness. If that means staying or going that is your decision and no one can make it for you. I would suggest if you are not certain that you make a list of all the pros and cons of what you want versus what you think you should do.” she paused and added, “Make as many lists as it takes for you see how it would affect you and effect your friends and family.” Denooy added as she looked at him, “When you have done that we can talk more unless you want me to help you start on the lists now?”

Denooy Ze In Dra, Chief Counselor

“I understand counselor!” Trax commented with a cold emotion like a Vulcan. He was definitely locking his feeling down. “A list is a good idea if you wish to help me counselor that’s fine my mind is pretty preoccupied I might need a focus.” Trax said flatly and cold with little emotion coming from him now. but there was emotion but it was now buried deep. might be dangerous to him in his mental state.

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Denooy looked at him her expression concerned, “If I have offended you by speaking plainly I am sorry but I am trying to help. I can stay or go as you feel is best.” his manner had gone from open to nearly without emotion in a short span of time and it wasn’t what she had intended when offering her advice let alone what she thought he needed to hear.

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“You’re fine counselor !” Trax said finally to her. “I know you are trying to help me and I appreciate that.” He said as his mental blocks fell free. As his mind was now open and more at ease and relaxed. “I should try to make a list of all the good and bad.” Trax said as he grabbed several PAdds and labeled them as he started to do them one at a time.”Care to help me?Counselor?” Trax said as he was freer now.

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