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Consulting deck Luna needs advice

Posted March 5, 2021, 9:50 p.m. by Lieutenant Casela Synthi-er (Counsellor / RTF) (Jennifer Ward)

Posted by Ensign Luna (Security Officer /RTF) in Consulting deck Luna needs advice

After Jin leaft her in the lounge Luna thought long and hard about this one it was not exactly easy to admit to a stranger that she was conflicted and unable to resolve the issue herself. If it were not for Jeane she would have simply avoided the scientists but that was not possible. She she entered the consulting deck.

” I’m sorry to bother you but is there a chance I can speak to one of the consuleres I ummm I need some advice” She said quietly. To the ensign siting at the check in desk.
Ensign Luna

OOC: Sorry for the delay. I needed to detox for a bit.
IC:
Dean nodded, “Of course, ensign if you have a seat I will see who is available.” Dean pulled up the list and looked, “Lt Synthi-er is available in 15 minutes will that be alright?”
Admin Dean

Luna Nodded. ” That ok i have time” She said then took a seat. She was not exactly thrilled about the idea of bothering LT Synthi-er but she really just did not know what to do.
Ensign Luna

15 minutes later Synthi-er walked out of her office with another officer. She walked them down a side corridor and then returned. “En Luna. What can I do for you?” She waved her arm towards her office and waited for her to go in. “Would you like a drink or something to eat?” She knew Cerenity had a higher than normal metabolism, Luna had told her and she made an educated guess that Luna did as well.
Lt Synthi-er, CNS

Luna smiled. ” no thank you” luna said polightly as she walked into Celeste into her office. ” its nice to see you how are you” Luna asked with a smile. She would waght for Celeste’s response befor she told her what was going on.

” I need some advice, I will say I’m not the best with people. Anyway you know about the new scientist Jin and his sun Jeane? Well I think his dad has a crush on me. I would tipicaly just avoid the man but I kinda can’t he asked me to teach Jeane how to fly witch I agreed to and that’s coming along great but I still have to work with Jin on it and we’ll I I don’t know how to tell him I’m not interested with out hurting him” Luna said quietly. There was in the back of the Ensign’s mind the slightest hint that she found Jin the man in question attractive.
Ensign Luna

Casela leaned back in her chair contemplating the woman in front of her. “Are you sure? You said you ‘think’ he has a crush on you.” Not to be mean but Luna was no counselor, nor was she a very good judge of others. “And to be very blunt Luna why does it matter if you hurt his feelings? You haven’t really been one to ever curb your tongue on your opinions. Even when it borders on the insubordinate. So why does this particular Jin matter? Or are you afraid you will hurt Jeane’s feelings by turning his father down? What makes you hesitate with this person you don’t even know when you’ve never had a problem pushing people out of your space?” It was harsh, honest, but harsh, but there was something else going on and that was the only way to get Luna to look at it.
Lt Synthi-er, CNS

” Jeane decided to tell me about it infront of his dad.” Luna chuckled. Remevering the event. ” Jin’s face turned so red its was really funny” she added. Luna blinked considering the question. Did she care about this Scientist maby but she could not let him close. But she did find him attractive. She shook her head forcing the thought away. ” Iv gotten to know Jin since he has been onbord and he’s a nice person. Like I said my usual response would be to avoid him but I kinda can’t” She said quietly. She was unwilling to let herself admit she liked Jin. She could not he was a scientist and Loki was gone she could not bare the thought of caring for another person they way she had for Loki.
Ensign Luna

Casela sat quietly in her chair watching Luna. She couldn’t help her if she wouldn’t say it and acknowledge what was bothering her, Casela couldn’t help her. But Casela had endless patience, and so she waited for Luna to decide to actually talk about what was really bothering her, the root of the problem. Or at least to start voicing some of the things bothering her about Jin and liking him. And it was obvious she did, or she wouldn’t be concerned with his feelings.
Lt Synthi-er CNS

Luna dropped her head for a moment knowing Casela know. ” Ok I find him attractive, I can’t let him close i won’t let anyone get that close again” She said finly looked at the consuler. A conflicted expression on her face.
Ensign Luna

Casela nodded. She understood not letting anyone close, but by the four gods it’s had been worth it. T’Jal had been right, but Luna had to be ready. “Why? Why can’t you? I’m not saying you should, but why. You came in saying you didn’t know how tell him you aren’t interested. But you can’t explain it if you don’t know.” Not everyone was ready for a relationship and there was nothing wrong with that. So first to determine Luna’s objections and then how to deal with being around Jin.
Lt Synthi-er, CNS

“I-I its just that well Loki” she said struggling for a moment to explain the memories well happy were also painful. ” Cerenity’s father i let him close and he’s gone now. I won’t make that mistake again. Loki died the idea of letting someone else that close just seams wrong” Luna said finly. There was also the fact that he was a scientist, a monster she tipicaly ran from though thanks to Lazol she had mellowed out a bit in regards to dragons.
Ensign Luna

“This is not a judgement and please don’t take this as criticism. It is not meant that way. But is Loki a barrier because you loved him deeply, and I know you did, or because you are afraid of what Cerenity will think?” It was a valid question. Sometimes parents who lost their partner were unable to move forward because of their own feelings and the child was fine with it, or the child was not fine but the parent was ready to find someone to be a companion (not necessarily romantically). Luna needed to firm up her reasons so she knew, whether she shared them or not with Jin was a different issue.
Lt Synthi-er, CNS

” Both” Luna said quietly. ” I can’t abandon him. Thats how I feel and I’m pretty were its how Cerenity would take it.” Luna said quietly.
Ensign Luna

“Then you tell him you still love Loki and you aren’t giving up on him. You’re happy to help Jeane but that’s as far as it goes. You can’t avoid him, Jeane is his son and if you are working with Jeane then Jin will be around. You could try being his friend. Parents always need those.”
Lt Synthi-er, CNS

Luna nodded. ” Thank you that makes sence” Luna said.
Ensign Luna

“That’s what we are here for, any time.” Casela picked up a glass and took a sip. “Is there anything else I can help you with?”
Lt. Synthi-er, CNS


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