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Rollo's Quarters- Is it Therapy Time Yet?

Posted Jan. 16, 2021, 3:24 p.m. by Lieutenant Faye Calloway (Mission Specialist) (Lindsay Bayes)

Posted by Lieutenant Commander Zef Rollo (Counselor) in Rollo’s Quarters- Is it Therapy Time Yet?

Posted by Lieutenant Faye Calloway (Mission Specialist) in Rollo’s Quarters- Is it Therapy Time Yet?

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There was tension in her chest and Faye pushed it away for a moment while she reached over to grab a handful of nuts. She popped a couple into her mouth and chewed as she tried to put all the pieces together. “Which one?” she said with a bitter chuckle. “Alex only said he’d t’ink about it when I asked ‘im out. Which is fine, bu’ I’d rather he just said no rather d’an give me hope. If he really wanted to, he would have jus’ said yes. I see dat now.” She sighed. “And Wyatt…” The rejection was so fresh, and it tingled in her body even now.

The tears she had pushed aside earlier sat there, shifting her expression. “He didn’ stay. He kept sayin’ he didn’t want to go, but…” Faye shook her head. “Is it so wrong to want comfort? T’not be alone when everyt’ing seems so… hard? Am I jus’ too messed up to have even dat?”

~Faye Calloway

In their few sessions together and in reading her psych records, the Counselor knew one of the ways Faye processed failure, was to feel worthless about herself. She had no real idea how immensely talented she was and all of her coping skills had been stunted by the experiences of her life. Zef allowed the self pity for now, but she wouldn’t let it go on forever.

“Of course its not wrong to want comfort. We all do, but it comes at different times for each of us. Let’s forget the Captain for now and concentrate on Wyatt. You said he kept saying he didn’t want to go. Had you asked him to stay with you? What was his bottom line for leaving…and be honest about it.”

—Zef

Faye gave Rollo a rather sullen look. “I asked. I told ‘im we could keep each others bad dreams away.” Faye gave a tiny shrug and popped a nut in her mouth, chewing as she reviewed the exchange. “He t’ought it was a bad idea ‘cause we were drinkin’. Dat we would regret it later.” She shook her head and felt the tears inching closer. “He might ‘ave regretted it, but I wouldn’ ‘ave. Zef… people don’ get it! My brain is always workin’, always t’inking through everyt’ing. I just needed to stop t’inking it all through for a little while. I did enough of dat in de brig and I jus’ wan’ed to… pause.”

~Faye Calloway


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