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Viyara's Quarters - Call for help

Posted May 10, 2021, 2:11 p.m. by Ensign Viyara Nazeen (Scientist) (Silke Fahl)

Posted by Lieutenant Commander Daggum Hammor (Chief Operations Officer) in Viyara’s Quarters - Call for help

Posted by Ensign Viyara Nazeen (Scientist) in Viyara’s Quarters - Call for help

Posted by Lieutenant Commander Daggum Hammor (Chief Operations Officer) in Viyara’s Quarters - Call for help
Posted by… suppressed (4) by the Post Ghost! 👻

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“You are. And anyone would be a fool to not want to be with you, V. You aren’t too complicated or too broken. You are just you. And you are good enough. And anyone that says you aren’t is going to deal with me. Got it?” he said and lifted her chin so she was looking at him.

Daggum

Viyara nodded silently and as she did, she suddenly felt tears run down her cheeks again. Even though trying to hide those new tears was useless as Daggum was looking straight at her, Viyara instinctively tried to turn her face away from him and quickly lifted her hand to wipe them away.

~Viyara

Daggum lifted her up off the window and held her close. “V… I’m so sorry… I am… just… just tell me what to do. Anything. Whatever you need me to do I will.” he said softly as he held her close to him.

Daggum

And just like that Viyara suddenly had to fight hard against her instinct to push him away; physically and with her words. “You did nothing you need to apologise for Daggum,” she said softly, her voice quivering. “I don’t know why I’m crying again … maybe … maybe because I wish I could believe you that I’m good enough … but I just can’t …” Her voice trailed off and she looked down at carpet.

~Viyara

Daggum looked at her and his face was filled with regret… but he smiled.

“V… ever since I met you… I’ve known you are special. And the time we get to spend together is the best I can remember in I don’t know how long. I don’t waste my time with fools or those that aren’t worth it. V… you are worth it. And if I knew how to love more than one person at a time I would… there is no doubt in my mind. So you are good enough. I just wish you could see you the way I see you.”

Daggum

Slowly lifting her gaze and her left hand, she cupped his cheek tenderly. “Daggum, I can believe that you see me that way. I may not understand why, but I think I can believe it because I … I trust you. But …“ Viyara sighed softly and shook her head. “I can’t see myself that way and I can’t believe that anybody else might. I have been told and shown too often that I’m not good enough and not lovable. And that’s okay.“

~Viyara

“Then its probably time you start listening to different opinions, don’t you think? Why give the ones that say you aren’t good enough more credit than those of us who say you are? How does that make sense?” and he smiled at her.

Daggum

“Because you are the only one who thinks that way about me. I don’t understand why you do, even though I believe you that you see me that way.” Viyara sighed softly and once again hugged her knees tightly to her chest; her nails digging into her skin as she did so.

~Viyara


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