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Posted Oct. 4, 2021, 11:43 a.m. by Lieutenant Tija Aizala (Doctor) (Silke Fahl)

Posted by Lieutenant Dr. Solomon Kane (Chief Science Officer/Research & Development) in Main Science Lab - Inquiries

Posted by Lieutenant Tija Aizala (Doctor) in Main Science Lab - Inquiries

Posted by Lieutenant Dr. Solomon Kane (Chief Science Officer/Research & Development) in Main Science Lab - Inquiries

(snip)

“Why do you think they are right? Because you want them to be right? So you don’t have to shoulder the weight of doing what you want against their recommendation? Or is it because you think they are right because you think you can’t do what you used to? Oh, and to your last part? Yeah… you absolutely are. You think too much. Sometimes....” and he patted his stomach loudly, “… you gotta go with your gut.”

Kane, CSO

With a raised eyebrow, Aizala just stared at Kane for a few moments. “I do not want them to be right, especially not so I wouldn’t have … how did you put it? … have to shoulder the weight of doing what I want? That’s insane. Who would do that?” she asked, genuinely confused by that. “But yes, I don’t think I can do what I used to. Not at the moment. Sure, I could continue therapy till I’m at a point where I think I can handle it with out risking putting people in danger. But I do not well not working when I know there are people who need a doctor and I could help them. So staying on medical leave indefinitely is not an option. Which leaves me with one thing to do: find a different medical field.”

~Lt. Tija, Doctor

“Or do more intensive therapy and try to work your way back faster. If you could handle that, that is. Not many can though, so its cool. So, if I hear you right, what you are saying is that you don’t want to do something else, but you cant do what because you don’t trust yourself enough to do it, and you don’t want to not do it, so you are trying to find something else to do beside what you actually want to do. Yeah… that’s not setting yourself up to fail at all, now is it?” and he shrugged and shook his head.

Kane, CSO

Suddenly a hint of temper flickered across her pale face as she stared at Kane with her green eyes. “You can be an ar§e, you know that right?” she asked and took herself by surprise by her vulgarity and the anger in her voice. Shaking her head she added evenly, though more to herself than him, “I don’t even know why I told you any of that.”

~Lt. Tija, Doctor


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