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CNS Office- Ensign's Psych Eval

Posted May 23, 2023, 11:11 p.m. by Ensign Kylie Brecker (Engineer) (D Inman)

Posted by Lieutenant Junior Grade Vanessa Slade (CNS) in CNS Office- Ensign’s Psych Eval
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Kylie nodded. “I can understand that. Im use to feeding a crew of 15 then 10 or so more kids… you see… I kind of had little choice myself. I grew up on an Antares Class Freighter. Well shes old, but still flies like a champ so some of her subsystems don’t exactly function the best. The replicators were the worst. The protien resequencing was just aweful… inorganic materials? No problems whatsoever. But Biological matter?” Kylie paused to gives a small chuckle and flick her head to the side with a small amount of rushed air pushed against her teeth to make a tch sound. “Well… it wasnt that bad. The biological matter could be resequenced normally when it was made raw… but asking for anything cooked, either you’d get it raw anyway or you’d get charcoal. So we adapted and made a makeshift kitchen on the ship. Just to satisfy our needs.”

“For fun, I tend to hang out in the lounge.”

Vanessa Slade CNS
“I see, fancy a stiff drink?” She asks raising an eyebrow.
Ensign Kylie Brecker, Engineer

“Is there any other kind,” she let out a chuckle. “So what scares you about this posting?”

Vanessa Slade CNS
“There is actually so long as you’re not drinking to forget something.” Kylie said giving a chuckle, then she sighed. “I think the thing that I may be most afraid of ahead of like perhaps mortality… is that I’m afraid of failure… of disappointing captain and crew… The thing is. I understand that failure is how we grow, failure is how we more often than not innovate. I get it… but it doesn’t make it any less scary to me. I want to do good, and do well for everyone.” She explained a little rushed, it seems she wasn’t that use to being open with anyone.
Ensign Kylie Brecker, Engineer

“Don’t think of it as a failure. Think of it as learning to do it bigger and badder the next time,” Vanessa stated. “Also no one is perfect. So why do you find it scary? Worried about the old man dressing you down?”

Vanessa Slade CNS

Kylie did a motion with her head, kind of like a figure eight motion. “Yes and no. I enjoy what I do, and I have really enjoyed my time in starfleet. I would hate to be 86ed so quickly… it would ruin my carreer… not that I plan on doing this forever… I just…” She sighed heavily. “I just want to be good at what I do.”
Ensign Kylie Brecker, Engineer


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